addiction

you've become my addiction...

a sweet vice
that i can not free myself from

my caffeine
which runs
in my entire system

my beer
which subs
as my water

my cigarette
which i breathe
freely

my poker
which i'm
hooked with

my ejaculation
that i just
can't resist

my morphine
which i'm
overdosed with

my COKE
which paralyzes
my brain cells

an addiction...

that even
rehabilitation

can not cure!


message


message in a bottle - my own version.


lang,

this may not be the most romantic thing i have done but if in any way, this letter would reach you.i would like to believe that destiny has its own way of saying that we are meant for each other.

i can't imagine living my life without you. as i sail back to the shores of our place, it's you whom i think most. hope to see you soon.

no one loved me like the way you do...

i love you, too....

langga

-this letter was placed inside an empty bottle of a mineral water. and was thrown out from M/V Our Lady of Good Voyage on my way back to Iligan from Cebu last May 2006.

-lang, i doubt if this letter ever reached your hand. this was 2 years ago and everything's changed now. .maybe, we're not destined to be with each other.
=(

painful

12 PAINFUL THINGS THAT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU....



twelve - bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

eleven - reminiscing the good times

ten - trying to hide what you truly feel

nine - loving someone who loves another person

eight - having commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

seven - shielding your heart to love somebody

six - loving a person too much

five - the right love at the wrong time

four - taking risks to fall in love again

three - letting go

two - accepting that it was never meant to be

one - what ifs




a 4wrdd txt msg.

temptation...

we were left
only the two of us
in a room
filled with temptation

you were so irresistible
i had to control
myself

to save us

from the depths
of the unkown...



---february 19, 2005

love...

from tabulas...

if this is love
why would i suffer like this?


if this is love
why is it so complicated?


if this is love
why would i feel more pain
than happiness?


if this is love
why would i end up sitting on the edge
of my bed,
asking myself why did i ever
fall in love?