Change

Change.

The only thing that's constant in this world.

You gracefully,

Embraced it.

From negative to positive.

From short hair to long hair.

From 180 pounds to 160 pounds.

From walking to running.

From meat to veggies.

Change.

You have changed.

From staying to leaving.

From loving me to hating me.

Change.

You stressed me out.

I never expected you.

Because of that,

My middle finger

Is more than happy

To salute you!

Routine Reality

I am

Looking forward
Every single day

To see your smile,
To kiss your lips,
To hug you tight.

I live.

Breathe.

And lust.

For you alone.


Ever wonder why

I am still here

Even if you,

Live.

Breathe.

And lust

Someone else?


Deep within me

You stayed.

Making me want to live

Another day

To see you smile,
To kiss your lips,
To hug you tight.

lie

you're in my thoughts again

i promised not

to think of you.

i just can’t.

every time my mind

feels free from you;

every time i gain the confidence

needed to forget you;

every time I think –

i am no longer affected;

every time I convince myself

that I’m not in love with you.

is the time I fucking

LIE to myself!

only in dreams

i have to say this before you go,
i have tell you how much you mean to me...
as i hold your hands and look into those eyes of yours,
a smile brightens up your face...
we both wanted to be together,
sharing this love as one...

knowing nothing and that no one
could ever tear us apart...

as tears of happiness stream down our faces,
we both are glad to be with each other...
together as we stand here still,
our hearts filled with a love so deep...

hoping & praying that this will not end,
but alas we both knew we have to part...

i don't know what tomorrow has for us,
will it still be sunny and bright...
i know eternal bliss is too good to be true,
for now only in my dreams could i hold you...

my every waking hour is shrouded in fog,
knowing that i could not be with you anymore...
no warm fingers to caress me,
only the cold fingers of loneliness touch my body...
all i could do now is dream,
for i could never show you again what i feel inside...
i know now that its over,
but still my heart wont let you go...
i still can remember our moments together,
the feelings that spin around my head each day...
feelings that are only meant for you,
but now i could only show it to you and be with you
only in dreams...

i still love u..i love u.. but its too late now..tc my
star and my ever dearest langga...


lang i'm always here for you. no matter where our life will lead us, u will still and always be my langga...

stimulant

you're the best stimulant i ever had.

no milk.

no sugar.

no creamer.

only a pure dose of YOU -

body and soul.